It's Almost Over
It took everything I had in me to perform last night. I even sang flat. I�m still not back to normal after my illness. I had lost about 10 pounds in little more then a week. It�s hard to recover from something like that. It was nice being around the boys though. God I�m going to miss them. They just make me really happy. People kept coming up to me, �Hear you�re leaving the band, is it breaking up?�Of course there were different variations of that question. I answered them all the same, �No, Co5 is not breaking up. They are going in a different direction and I�m taking this opportunity to start my own project.� I was tired of saying it. Towards the end of the night, I don�t even know what I was saying. I do know that my answer was getting shorter and shorter as the night progressed until finally it was. �I�m starting a new project.� End of topic. I did tell one of my very good friends and talented musician the whole scoop.
�When are you guys playing next?�
�Oh�well I�m not going to be with the band anymore.�
�What?�
*whispered* �They kind�a kicked me out.�
�NO!�
�It�s cool though. I�m starting my own band and I already have some musicians�� It was the end of the night and we were standing in the ally as the guys were loading up their stuff. He could tell I was really excited about my new project and he gave me some encouragement.
�An all girl band, huh? That�s going to be something to see.�
So now I have one more show with co5 and then I get to start all over. I want this last show to be super special. A night I will always remember.
Have you read these yet?
The Final Bow - 2004-08-21
Hell's Bride - 2004-08-20
One more day to go. - 2004-08-19
Stalker!!!! *psycho shower scene theme song* - 2004-08-13
Assessment of Doom - 2004-08-11
