It�s been a while since I�ve updated my diary so I�m not quite sure where to start? Co5 found a recording studio; I just need to get a hold of the guy to pay him. He is the most difficult person to find. I was in the hospital again. I�m having a rough winter. First it was bronchitis, then my �ulcer�, and then just this week I thought I had appendicitis. I was at work on Monday and I started to get really horrible, sharp pains in my lower abdomen. I was totally freaking out. All I could think of was �O shit! If something�s wrong I wont be able to do the show on Saturday.� So I left work and went to Bellin. They automatically checked my appendix, and thankfully it wasn�t that. So I got to pee in a cup the size of a pillbox and watch MTV for a few hours. Come to find out I had a bad bladder infection. That really sucks. So I force myself to go to work on Tuesday, but ended up leaving early. It would have been better if I had stayed home to begin with. I didn�t get anything done. I was constantly walking to the bathroom. I barely made it home from work without having to pull over somewhere. That night I skipped practice. Which is totally against my code of ethics. The guys seemed cool about it. Just mention �female problems� and they quickly try to change the subject.

Another thing, I�ve become an insomniac. I think it�s more about being uncomfortable then anything else, but I just can�t sleep. So I lay for hours, listening to Benny breathe and grind his teeth. Sometimes I stick my finger in his mouth to make him stop. So far it works, just as long as he doesn�t bite me. I never noticed, but Benny snores! Isn�t that cute? He only does it when his head is tilted to the left, so I just move his head and he stops. I was having a lot of fun with that last night. I would move his head to make him snore, and then move it back. He told me something in Spanish and rolled over on his side. That ruined the fun, but there is always tonight. Actually I plan on sleeping tonight. I don�t know how, but I will.

The National Anthem thing went well. I think. I was so nervous I don�t really recall everything that happened. I know I made a little mess up, but I don�t think anyone noticed, or cared. I was also asked to be a ring girl for one of the tag teams. I don�t know if I want to do it though. Hey, but, extra money is always a good thing, right?