Hot Sweaty Bodies!!!
I had so much trouble sleeping last night. I could feel every rib, every hipbone and every knee digging into the mattress. I really need to put some weight back on soon. Still feeling like shit. I just made sure to get my vomiting over with as soon as I got up this morning. I went straight to the cabinet reached for a cracker and started munching. Actually it�s that crispy toast stuff. I felt like I was starving but as soon as that toast went down I knew I was in for it. The texture felt so wrong in my mouth. I did manage to eat some dry toast later, and a hand full of pretzels throughout the day.
Baby steps people. Baby steps.
After my morning puke (this is not a normal thing for me people!) I showered and got ready for the day. Still nauseated and I frequent the bathroom a lot. If I�m not puking, I�m peeing. My bladder hates me.
Instead of having the weight of the world on my shoulders�it�s on my piss bag!!!
Piss bag�I always wanted to use that in a sentence.
Well, Bill is going to practice with the band for the first time today. He thinks his hand is healed up enough, I think he�s pushing it. We shall see.
Jan and I are going to see Saliva this weekend. She thinks it will be good for me to get out of the apartment for a while. I just need to find some tickets.
I just really enjoy being smashed between hot sweaty bodies as loud music thumps in my ears! Can�t wait.
Have you read these yet?
The Final Bow - 2004-08-21
Hell's Bride - 2004-08-20
One more day to go. - 2004-08-19
Stalker!!!! *psycho shower scene theme song* - 2004-08-13
Assessment of Doom - 2004-08-11