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I�m dying my hair purple! Not all of it, just bits and pieces. So, you wonder, why is Miss Responsibility going psycho? Does she know that people who see her as a dedicated employee, and as a great asset to the community, will suddenly see a slacking punk, with no sense of style? That�s exactly why I�m doing it! I�m tired of being responsible looking. I think I might even get a tattoo. Wait, that would mean pain. I hate pain. Maybe I�ll buy a slutty fake tattoo, and put it somewhere even sluttier. Like on my boob!!! Yeah.

Speaking of boobs. My Fibroid Cysts ar acting up again. It hurts to wear a bra, and stuff. Benny doesn�t mind, but I�m feeling really pissy. It would stop bothering me if I could just get off the caffeine.

Right now, fat chance. If it weren�t for caffeine, I would be dead. My Cousin has the same problem. She has surgery every three months or so. Good thing mine isn�t that serious yet. Oh, well. Hurray for Boobies!!!!

I�m going to my guitar lesson today. Chris didn�t cancel on me this time. What really sucks is that I haven�t improved. I can practice longer, but what I practice hasn�t gotten better. I Suck!

Last night, Benny took me out to a �Cheer up� dinner. It was nice. We went on a couple date with a buddy of his from work. His wife �Shannon� is a riot. She was celebrating her 40th birthday. I had two bloody mary�s and lots of shrimp. It was a good time. I got home and fell asleep. FIN.

Yeah, my whole case of the �boo-hoos� is really getting annoying. All I do is sit around and feel sorry for myself. I really need to get off the Pill. Not only am I depressed, but I�m fat. All because I want to make my life simple with a little pill. Pills suck. They aren�t even effective. I�m ruining my body for some piece of shit that doesn�t even work. Yay for me!

Am I sounding bitchy? Sorry. I tend to do that. I think it has to do with being female and I�m in a bad mood. I�ve finally come to the conclusion that I�m going through a phase. Much like the one Bill and Smurf went through last year. I�m just going to ride it through, and hopefully I�ll get over it. Hopefully.